a beginning of the end... an end of the beginning...

Goodbye My Lover
by James Blunt

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

dEaThCuPid de' LyriCz

the lyric might concentrate more to a life partner or a lover... and... deathcupid intents not to go to deep into it... not today... but one fine day... ;-)

does any one ever wonder that if their life could be eternity... how will it be...? maybe some of you might like the idea of living forever... but... before wishing that kind of magical experience let we all think first...

living forever... hmm... sound interesting right...? but do you ever wonder by living forever... you are actually deciding to leave alone... can anybody live alone in this world... as far as deathcupid know... there are'nt... everybody need somebody to be in their side... a parent... a friend... or perhaps... a lover...

if you are the only person in this world that gonna leave forever... does it will hurt you... to see all the people around you... leaving you one by one... does it hurt to see the one in your arms become old and dying... does it hurt to see your best friend giving a last smile to you... gosh... it really hurt...

which one actually hurt the most... saying goodbye to the person you love...? or... the one you love saying goodbye to you...?

yeah... saying goodbye... is one of the hardest thing to do in life... but sometime you just have too...

people do come and go in our life... everyday we will met new faces... new character... and from all of them... a few will be attach to us either accidently or faith... we will remember them as somebody close to us... and want it to be remain forever...

but the fact it's not... for every meeting there will be leaving... we should accept it... either we like it or not... what we should do is to prepare ourself... prepare for the worst and not the best... so... when the time come... we will be ready... we will be glad... and we will have a smile instead of tears...

look beside us... and think... who is sitting next to you... how many time you did talk to the person... how many time you did laugh together... and how many time... you just look at the person and think... "will you have to leave me someday...?"

just answer all the simple question... and maybe... just maybe... we will appreciate more people around us...

"sometime... people just wish they never say 'hi' and so... they will never has to say 'goodbye'... "


dEaThCuPid de' wRoTe