a beginning of the end... an end of the beginning...

Goodbye My Lover
by James Blunt

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

dEaThCuPid de' LyriCz

the lyric might concentrate more to a life partner or a lover... and... deathcupid intents not to go to deep into it... not today... but one fine day... ;-)

does any one ever wonder that if their life could be eternity... how will it be...? maybe some of you might like the idea of living forever... but... before wishing that kind of magical experience let we all think first...

living forever... hmm... sound interesting right...? but do you ever wonder by living forever... you are actually deciding to leave alone... can anybody live alone in this world... as far as deathcupid know... there are'nt... everybody need somebody to be in their side... a parent... a friend... or perhaps... a lover...

if you are the only person in this world that gonna leave forever... does it will hurt you... to see all the people around you... leaving you one by one... does it hurt to see the one in your arms become old and dying... does it hurt to see your best friend giving a last smile to you... gosh... it really hurt...

which one actually hurt the most... saying goodbye to the person you love...? or... the one you love saying goodbye to you...?

yeah... saying goodbye... is one of the hardest thing to do in life... but sometime you just have too...

people do come and go in our life... everyday we will met new faces... new character... and from all of them... a few will be attach to us either accidently or faith... we will remember them as somebody close to us... and want it to be remain forever...

but the fact it's not... for every meeting there will be leaving... we should accept it... either we like it or not... what we should do is to prepare ourself... prepare for the worst and not the best... so... when the time come... we will be ready... we will be glad... and we will have a smile instead of tears...

look beside us... and think... who is sitting next to you... how many time you did talk to the person... how many time you did laugh together... and how many time... you just look at the person and think... "will you have to leave me someday...?"

just answer all the simple question... and maybe... just maybe... we will appreciate more people around us...

"sometime... people just wish they never say 'hi' and so... they will never has to say 'goodbye'... "


dEaThCuPid de' wRoTe

do not believe what you see... nor... do not believe without seeing...

sometimes... we do not need words to tell a stories...





some of you... might understand it... and some... might not... yes... everybody has different capabilities... that make us unique...right..? :-)

are deathcupid talking about s*x...? not for this topic perhaps... maybe someday... right now... we are actually discussing about relationship... one of the most important aspect in our live... we can't live without it but in the same time can't live with it...

the reason is why...? why such a simple relationship... can turn into heart beating complex agenda... does the nature of the relation itself was born with it...? or... is it cause by the person itself...

arguement...

deathcupid never see anybody who involve in relation that do not come across this... we will always have an argument... there will be always unsatisfaction... and... there will be sometime related to trust...

how do we handle the situation... do we sit down and discuss with the person we are arguing with... or do we just make our own consclusion from what we only know...?

...for deathcupid... it is the best for two people to know their mistake... do admitt the mistake if you have too... do not put any allegation without any prove... as seeing is beliving... try to be rational... not emotional... try to care not dare... and try to love and not to hate...

in any arguement try to follow the basic steps... listen first talk later... never turn it around... by listening... you are actually creating an oppurtunity of settlement instead of arguement...

we all have ego's... but the question is... does it worth until you willing to loose somebody that you care about...? for deathcupid... the answer will be not... ;-)


try to remember the simple steps...

- try to listen... then spoken...
- try to be rational... not emotional...
- try to care... not to dare...
- try to love... not to hate...

never know until we try... :-)


dEaThCuPid de' rULes

signing in... and... signing out...

apa maksud signing in dan signing out...?

okey... secara ringkasnya... memulakan sesuatu... dan mengakhiri sesuatu... :-)

ada banyak sebab...kenapa/cara kita mula melakukan... dan ada banyak sebab kenapa/cara kita menamatkan perlakuan tersebut... yang jadi persoalan... yang mana lebih penting...? dan apakah kesan-kesan dari perlakuan tersebut...

kita cuba buat satu kajian kes...

anda akan memasuki suatu kawasan perjumpaan yang ramai orang... ada yang mengenali anda... dan ada yang tidak... ada beberapa persoalan timbul tentang apa yang akan anda lakukan dari awal hingga akhir perjumpaan tersebut...

1 : bagaimana anda membuka pintu bilik tersebut...?
- membuka senyap-senyap untuk mengelak dari di lihat orang...
- membuka seperti biasa, tidak kisah di lihat orang atau tidak...
- membuka kedua-dua belah pintu, dan memastikan semua orang melihat anda...

2 : bila anda sudah masuk ke dalam... adakah anda...?
- mengambil handphone cepat-cepat dan menalifon kawan anda ada di mana...
- memandang sekeliling dengan laju, sambil mengelak untuk melihat mereka yang anda tidak kenali...
- bersalam dengan sesiapa sahaja, senyum pada semua orang, sambil memerhati sekeliling mencari kawan anda...

3 : anda telah berjumpa dengan kawan... dan berbual dengan mereka... kemudian...?
- anda tetap berbual dengan kawan anda dari seorang ke seorang...
- anda pelawa kawan anda untuk berjumpa dengan orang lain...
- anda duduk saja di mana-mana meja dan memperkenalkan diri...

4 : ketika berbual... anda akan pastikan...
- bercakap perlahan-lahan untuk mengelakkan dari mengganggu orang lain...
- bercakap seperti biasa, tapi mendiamkan diri bila terasa ada orang lain mendengar...
- bercakap kuat dan tidak kisah jika orang lain mendengar...

5: bila majlis berakhir... dan ingin meninggalkan tempat tersebut... apakah anda...
- akan bersalam dengan kawan-kawan anda dan terus keluar...
- akan bersalam dengan beberapa orang yang lain dan keluar...
- akan bersalam dan melakukan sesuatu... supaya orang lain tahu anda akan keluar...


dari kelima-lima kes... tanya pada diri sendiri... di mana kita letakkan diri kita... di mana kemampuan kita... di mana terletaknya perwatakkan kita...

deathcupid klasifikasikan jawapan pertama sebagai perlakuan seorang pesimis... kedua sebagai kebiasaan... dan ketiga sebagai optimis... deathcupid tidak mengatakan yang satu adalah lebih baik dari yang lainnya... deathcupid juga tidak mengatakan yang anda patut memilih perlakuan yang mana... tapi... apa yang cuba disampaikan... ialah... yang mana paling mendatangkan kesan seperti yang kita mahukan...

jika anda signing in seperti jawapan pertama... maka anda akan signing out tanpa disedari...
jika anda signing in seperti jawapan kedua... maka anda akan signing out dengan disedari...
jika anda signing in seperti jawapan ketiga... maka anda akan signing out pasti disedari...

...penting ke... kita di kenali oleh orang lain... penting ke... orang-orang di sekeliling kita sedar akan kewujudan kita... persoalan yang hanya tuan punya diri yang boleh menjawab... :-)

bagi deathcupid... kadang kala kita perlu signing in dengan cara yang sedikit luar biasa... bukan kita mahu semua orang kenal... tapi kita perlu kadang kala meninggalkan sedikit kesan apabila kita signing out...

mungkin ayat ini terlalu kuat ertinya... persoalan signing in dan signing out dengan hidup... bagaimana kita memulakan hidup kita... dan bagaimana kita mengakhiri hidup kita... adakah kita mahu semua orang ingat kita suatu hari nanti... atau adakah kita cuma mahu sebahagian sahaja yang memperingati kita...? pilihan terletak di tangan sendiri...

moga kita akan terus berusaha untuk melakukan yang terbaik dalam keadaan signing in kita... walau belum pasti usaha tersebut akan membuahkan hasil seperti yang kita mahu bila signing out... ;-)

seperti pepatah melayu...

"harimau mati meninggalkan belang... manusia mati meninggalkan nama..."


kita tahu siapa kita... dan kita tahu di mana kita nak letakkan diri kita...

"ku doakan yang terbaik untuk semua..."


dEaThCuPid de' wRoTe

should i do... or... should i do not...

almost everyday... came across our mind where we met a situation that need us to choose between two path... both path in the same time bringing two separate result...

so... the questions will be...

do we choose... wisely...
do we choose... emotionaly...
do we choose... passionly...

or... do we just simply choose any... :-)

let we all go for a scenario...

scenario 1...

you are out with your girlfriendz... perhaps dating somewhere in the shopping mall... unfortunately your girlfriendz ask you to buy for her a new dress... and the only things stopping you is.... that the money you are having right now... was the one you keep for your personal expenses for the rest of the month...

... which path do you choose...?

ps: using a credit card is not an option here ok... ;-)

scenario 2...

maybe scenario 1 is a bit too easy for you... lets try this...

you are married with someone you like/love... you live happily with her/him for several years... then one fine day... there was your down to earth kinda guyz/girls you were searching since you were born... the type that really gonna rock the world (at least yours..) ... and what will you do... of course you decide to give it a try... and you smile to him/her... then you know what... ? the person smile back at you... and he/she is coming towards you...

... hmm... what do you do...? which path will you choose...?

stay there and take the risk to have a new relationship... ? run away...?
or... at least tell him/her that you married...?
or... maybe you just put your hand inside the pocket while trying to pull out the wedding rings... ;-)


well...well... that depends on what type of person you are... the cunning or the planning kidda person... which will help you making your decision...

to deathcupid honestly... there are no right or wrong while making a decision... because... once you make a choice... definately you are more than willing to accept the consequences... you are willing to take the risk... and you are willing to take the pro and cons...

maybe to some people you are making the wrong choice... or maybe you are... but... by making the choice in the first place... you are actually gaining something from it... at least a desire experience or maybe a high rise blood preasure... but it worth it... you'll never know...

no matter what path you take... what conclusion you build... it will always be the perfect one... considering the time... place... situation... love... etc...
just to deathcupid... what you should do... is to prepare yourself... prepare for the outcome from the path you did choose... and...
... dont ever... or never regret it... :-)

have fun... life is short... make it excited...


i remember a quote by a businessman who one told me...

"sometime i wish that all financial speaker will only have one hand... so... they will not give you a good news and... in the same time said... "in the other hand...""



dEaThCuPid de' wRoTe

hidup dalam ego... dan... ego dalam hidup...

susah sangat ke nak mengaku yang kita ni ada ego... susah sangat ke nak mengaku yang hidup kita ada ego... walau tak nampak dalam diri sendiri... tapi kita akan nampak pada diri orang lain... yang jadi persoalan... kenapa nampak ego orang saja... kenapa tak tengok dalam diri sendiri dan bertanya... "Egokah Aku...?"

senario 1... - lelaki
anda keluar makan bersama pasangan dan terlupa bawa duit untuk bayar harga makanan...
lalu anda berkata "you bayar dulu... i lupa bawa wallet... nanti i bayar u balik..."

adakah anda ego...?
BUZZ.!! .. anda ego...

senario 2... - perempuan
anda menjawap dengan berkata "takpe la... i bayar... asyik you je belanja i..."

adakah anda ego...?
BUZZ.!! .. anda ego...


pernahkah senario tersebut terjadi pada kita...? kalau pernah... maka kita terpaksa mengakui bahawa diri kita sebenarnya mempunyai ego... sama ada tinggi atau rendah... terpulang pada persepsi masing-masing....

mungkin ada yang tak bersetuju kenapa kedua-dua jawapan tersebut di kategorikan sebagai ego... hmm... tak mengapa... jawapannya akan muncul suatu hari nanti... ;-)

ada yang mengatakan bagus mempunyai ego... dan ada yang mengatakan sebaliknya.... tapi bagi deathcupid... kedua-dua nya benar... kita harus mempunyai ego... dari ego.. kita dapat meletakkan di mana diri kita... cuma ego kadang-kadang boleh mengakibatkan perkara yang tak di jangka berlaku...

Ego..
perlukah engkau dalam hidup ku..
menjadi penyebab keteguhan hatiku..
membawa bahagia dalam perhubunganku..
atau.. sekadar melengkapkan... siapa aku..

Ego..
aku kadang-kala tak mengerti..
setiap kali kau berada di sisi..
adakah untuk membela diri..
atau.. sekadar merosakkan hati..

Ego..
aku berharap suatu hari nanti..
agar hidup terus harmoni..
membawa aku ke jalan yang pasti..
sehingga terkawal segala emosi..

dEaThCuPid de' QuoTe


berusaha la kita menempuh segala halangan... yang baik dan yang buruk... jangan kita lari dari masalah... jangan kita lari dari kesilapan... masalah menjadikan kita lebih matang... dan kesilapan mengajar kita supaya menjadi lebih baik... bersyukurlah kita kepada tuhan... sekurang-kurangnya... kita masih di beri akal yang waras untuk berfikir... masih di beri nafas untuk terus hidup...

moga kesabaran menjadikan kita lebih cekal... kecekalan menjadikan kita lebih matang... kematangan menjadikan kita insan yang lebih sempurna... dan kesempurnaan itu datangnya hanya dari yang Maha Esa...


dEaThCuPid de' wRoTe

cinta akan tetap satu... walaupun tak semestinya bersatu...

Mungkin ada yang masih ingat lagu ini... nyanyian kumpulan "WOW" dalam awal tahun 90an dulu... tajuk "Engkau Tetap Satu"...


Tanpamu akulah yang rindu
Tanpa dirimu hilanglah manjaku
Kasihmu takhta naluriku
Cintamu hanya dihatiku

Izinkan aku selami hatimu
Izinkan aku bisikan cintaku
Janjiku pada kau yang satu
Diriku hanyalah untukmu

Engkaulah yang satu
Pujaan hatiku
Sucinya cintaku padamu
Sayangku hanya kau yang satu
Kasih dan rinduku

Milikmu...

dEaThCuPid de' LyriCz


mungkin ada yang mencemuh... mungkin ada yang mengata... "ala... jiwangnya mamat nie..." tapi hakikatnya... setiap individu ada perasaan... sama ada kita buka perasaan pada orang sekitar kita atau tidak... itu yang jadi perbezaan...

pernah orang bertanya... tak bolehkah hidup tanpa perasaan... tak bolehkah hidup tanpa cinta... dan deathcupid cuma menjawab... "boleh..."
tapi... tanpa perasaan... apakah erti hidup... tanpa cinta... apakah erti perhubungan...

setidak-tidaknya... kita masih memerlukan perasaan dan cinta kepada Pencipta... sedangkan Dia juga Maha Pengasih dan Maha Penyayang... mengapa kita sebagai hamba menidakkan kebenaran...

teringat waktu deathcupid belajar di sekolah pondok dahulu... ada satu ayat pengasih yang berbunyi...

"Jika (benar) kamu mengasihi Allah.. Maka ikutilah aku.. Nescaya Allah akan mengasihi kamu dan mengampunkan dosa-dosa kamu.. (Dan ingatlah) Sesungguhnya.. Allah itu Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani..."

dEaThCuPid de' sUraH

kalau tak silap... surah al-imran ayat 31..

terang-terang ayat itu menunjukkan betapa perasaan itu penting dalam diri setiap hamba-hambaNya... pandai-pandailah kita dalam mencari perasaan sebenar... dalam mencari cinta sebenar...

datangnya tanpa di undang..
perginya tanpa di halang..
adanya rasa kepalang..
tiadanya rasa hilang..


ps: cara penggunaan ayat pengasih tak dapat di beritahu... takut ada yang salah guna pula nanti... tapi... dari bahasa pondoknya... ayat ini amat ampuh... so... jangan guna sebarang-sebarang... ;-)


dEaThCuPid de' wRoTe

if... LIVED become DEVIL... so EVIL definately will LIVE...

funny... how u can twisted a word... and you can get a different meaning... such a wonderfull way to show your innerself...

as i'm looking at my shadow
i saw nothing beside my darkness..

as i'm looking at my life
i saw nothing beside my sorrow..

as i'm looking at my heart
i saw nothing beside my anger..

as i'm looking at my self
i saw nothing beside an evil..

hmm... does any of the quotes somehow... show your emotions...? if they do...
then... you have to be prepare...
there are something inside you actually struggle to be reveal... something inside you that hunger to show your true colour... the colour of darkness...


I skipped and ran across the field
To find love so that this world can be healed
This world was hurt with the evil’s knife
I wanted to fight and bring it back to life.

I skipped and ran across the field and
Bumped into a man who seemed to have secrets concealed.
I asked him why the evil always wins,
He replied by saying that evil and love are born twins.

Evil may seem to be winning all the time
But love prepares for a counter attack in the meantime.
It weaves together the broken threads
And in the backfire the mammoth of evil it beheads.

The man’s answer was so very true,
When evil takes over the world, the love comes to its rescue.
Convinced that the man was a genius or maybe even God
I asked him to permit me to fight evil and give me a love squad.

Mighty impressed with me he handed me a bag
I dug my hand in and pulled out two tags.
One said Evil, one said love
I took out the love and evil in the bag I shoved.

He asked me why I took the love and kept the evil hidden
I said because love is lacking while the world is evil ridden.
So I held on to love and gave a piece of it to everyone
Spreading love till evil’s defeat was done.

Healed world now winked at me
Love is magical did you see?
The man blessed me with a nod of approval
And titled me his ‘angel’ to take on all evil.

So I skipped and ran back from the field
Believing to have met God, a last glance towards him I did steal.
Spiritually rejuvenated with this divine encounter
I decided to spread love thereafter.

Because sometimes a little love is all it takes
To fight evil and forgive all mistakes.
God is with you, just run across that field
Seek love & God, thus shall be revealed.

dEaThCuPid de' QuoTe


interesting poems about evil and love... well... i guess some of you heard about the stories... when cupid also decide to do the same... to save the world from evil... to spread the love among us...

but... that was before... before the world change... the evil is winning and the love is loosing... perhaps the cupid will rise... perhaps the cupid will awaken... and so... the world can be safe... and so the DEVIL will not LIVED... and the LIVE will not turn EVIL....

... don't close your heart... don't close your soul... as... it only take a love to change it all...


dEaThCuPid de' wRoTe

a friendz... of a friendz...

"what'z a frenz for..."

... i've been receiving that'z a lot... many of you who call frenz are really2 trying to help... i appreciate it so much...

with all the commentz...
with all the emailz...
with all the sms...
with all the online message...

you all care...
you all support...

most of you really courius.. of what actually happen'z... i didnt expect all of you to understand neither... but... if you were in my shoe... i dont think anybody can take it as the way i take it...

I still remember somebody told me.. "In order for somebody to wear your shoe's... first of all you need to take it off... and give it to them... if not... no body can try it..." ... hmm... sound logic right...?

the quote'z mean that .. if i want other'z to understand ... i need to tell them... i need to share with them...
but... that is nor that easy when saying it...
for a test ... I tried giving a short brief of what actually happen... to a selected people...

the 1st person who know 40percent'z of the stories... cry instantly...
the 2nd person who know 30percent'z of the stories... hav tearz in the eyez...
the 3rd person who know 20percent'z of the stories... start cursing instantly...

and the rest who know 10percentz of the stories... tell me that i'm crazy... i'm loosing my mind... and the word such :

"i did not believe this"...
"this is too good to be true"...
"this only happen in the movie man..."

and i just smile....

yeah.. i do agree with all the wordz... never across my mind that things could happen that wayz... but it happened... thinking all of thatz... make me courius... should i tell... or should i decline...

There'z lots of thingz happen in life
With which I'm well blessed
Tho' my life'z been dark and sorrow
This is the best:
  To have a friend like all of you...

In a times when trouble rise
A Friends come and say
"Just ask... I'll help you through it"
And you will not wait for me to ask
But you get it up
And you just do it...

As I can't think
Of nothing in life
That I could more wisely do,
Than to know a friend
Than to be a friend
And love a friend... like all of you..

dEaThCuPid de' QuoTe



with all the strength left... with all the passion left... we all will survive... we all will growth... and we all will look back and have a good laugh....
until the time come... LET'Z ROCK THE WORLD..!!



dEaThCuPid de' wRoTe

love... matters nothing else... and nothing else matters...

Words and Music by:
James Hetfield and Lars Ulrich

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

So close no matter how far
It couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

I never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they say
Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters

as i alwayz like the music from metallica... such a nice song... but ... now only i understood the lyrics...

in relationships... there's ..
nothing more important than two of you..
nothing more important than both your heart...
nothing more important than both your feeling...

and the rest... just simply.. matters nothing else..




dEaThCuPid de' LyriCz

a fairy tales story... or... a tales story from fairy...

Such a complicated title for a simple meaning... well.. let we all decide on which categories does the story fall...

....A long time ago.. there was two completely stranger that do not know to do anything else beside then sitting in front of the computer and chatting online. Both of them did'nt know that the Cupid are looking at them and plan something special for both of them.

So.. at one fine day, the Cupid start his work.. firing two love arrows to each of them.. and the magicall word appears in their chatting windows.

....lets hope this workz..

" Hi.. a/s/l plz.. " and a reply of " Hi.. u 1st.. " ..start everything...

The two stranger then start talking to each other... they chat almost everyday until they both could not resist the passions that happen between them. They willing to stay late.. just to know that the other person is doing fine and happy.

Passion move them from virtual relation to virtue conversation... soon they start talking on the phone... start talking about more serious matters... the talk last for a few hours in one session... one could not resist without hearing the other voice.. and it continued.

One of them then decide to go a step further... try to find the owner of the sweet voice... with holding a strong hope to see the person on the phone... the journey start... with a hope to find.. to see and to hold.

Cut..!! End of Part 1.. you can wake up now.. back to reality.. with a question to answer..

Do they meet..? does they see..? do they hold..?

Do this part of the story can be turn to a conclusion of what gonna happen next.. or perhaps the year to come..?

And the most important thing do they live ever after.. as the fairy tales.. or just they only live after... as the tales from the fairy.. ?

Well.. i can just let you all know .. but maybe not now...


dEaThCuPid de' PaRtOne

its a life without love... or... love without live...

"sungai akan terus mengalir walaupun dihalangi oleh batu-batuan dan sempadan,
begitu juga kehidupan mesti diteruskan walau beribu halangan,
sehingga sungai bertemu lautan,
sehingga cinta bertemu pencinta
sehingga kasih bertemu kekasih
atau yang tinggal...
kehidupan bertemu kematian".

dEaThCuPid de' QuoTe


terfikir di hati... adakah kita boleh hidup tanpa perasaan... mungkin tidak...
adakah kita boleh hidup tanpa kasih sayang... mungkin tidak...
adakah kita boleh hidup tanpa cinta... semestinya Tidakk... Hellllo...!!.. kita manusia biasa... punya hati dan perasaan... satu makhluk ciptaan yang Esa yang lengkap segala-galanya...

mungkin ada yg mengenali deathcupid... dan ada yang tidak... tapi kita pasti punya persamaan... dimana kita mencari sesuatu yang hakiki.. suatu yang harus dimiliki... dan untuk dinikmati ... selagi nyawa berada disisi... yang di gelar cinta sejati..

ada yang memandang remeh... ada yang mencemuh... tak kurang yang mengeji... ada apa dengan cinta... ada apa dengan perasaan... mungkin itu tinggal persoalan... dan secara jujurnya... deathcupid juga salah seorang dari mereka pada suatu ketika dulu... sehinggalah... masa mengubah segala-galanya... ;)


dEaThCuPid de' wRoTe

there are alwayz a first time... and there are alwayz... a last time...

actually... i could not imagine that i will wrote something inside a blog... but .. sometime.. there are things that happen unexpectedly in life... and everything has to start somewhere... or somehow.. right.. ?

this might be the first time... or maybe the last time... just the problem is... right now .. i just simply want to write... and i will write as long as i feel good about it...

dEaThCuPid de' sTarT